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'Give it a few days and I'll be wishing I'd never met you.'

So I was offered an internship for the paper here...I suppose I have to collect some of my work and a resume. That should be interesting...going through writing brings back so many strange memories.

I had a really great day. Nice morning...met with group for Exe, got a 93 in Psy...work was compeltely dead, I love it. It was beautiful outside...I went out for a bit, got some new clothes. But of course it was shattered, the elation deflated within seconds by him. This is the part of relationships I dread. It was so nice this weekend, everything I've always wanted but never had. And now the commitment comes, the promises, the plans...I can't do this. I'm getting bored and he's a jerk sometimes.

"I'll get bored and feel trapped because that's who I am" - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

This weekend was so strange, almost like a dream. Now being back in the real world I feel really unsettled and unhappy. I didn't want this sort of jolt. I've even cried over this stupid thing. The woman in the train station...

"Oh, I knew it. I know young lovers when I see them. He's leaving you isn't he?"

I hate this. This is the part where I fail you.