11.22.2004

nothing better

hm...i haven't written in awhile; i feel guilty.

not much is going on. i was in the ER tuesday night. dr. palumbo thought i had meningitis and i was sent to the hospital. i didn't have meningitis; only a viral condition. but the spinal tap they did gave me headaches until saturday night, and nausea! blech! i had to call into work twice but it doesn't matter. i got the job at bed, bath & beyond.

wednesday i'm going to see alex. i'm really nervous. it's always nerve-wracking to meet the family - not to mention stay with them. he told me last night that he's falling in love with me again. i feel terrible for being insecure when he says things like that.

i don't know what it is. i'm happy with myself - i really am. sometimes i just feel like i need to be more me. i'm not sure if that makes sense...

o well...back to cleaning my room. i don't want to come home to a messy room.

heart heart!

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